finally i've confessed last night, what was the reason to my drastic weight gain. the difference from the past, i was finding comfort in food - over eating and either throwing up or forcing food down my throat into my body.
for the past 2.5 months, portions of food not only doubled or tripled but it was main meal followed by desserts and soft drinks. this suffocation is pure horrible - up til this moment - food fills my mind when sadness flows in.
now, blogging about it isn't to gain sympathy or attention. instead, it is a reminder to myself that i have made this commitment to break free from this illness.
with God's strength.
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